A PERSONAL NOTE

"I" and I are up. She is moving pretty fast but I am not zipping around yet. But as I get a little more awake, I will start zipping. I hope so anyway.

This is my 49th day of my blog. And this one will be a little different from the others. This blog is for one special person. I am not even sure who you are. But you will know. There is a very excellent chance you will not see these words but I feel that I will feel better by writing them. So here goes. For two days I have been driving myself crazy trying to figure out what motivates someone like you.What earthly pleasure do you find in the acts you have done. Now I know in this computer age the virus's seem to be the rage. But just what sort of weired pleasure do you get from getting into someone's email and taking their address book and sending virius's to people and destroying their computers. Maybe I should not take this personal, but I do.

I guess its hard for me to get the idea straight in my head. I have made many mistakes in my life. Just ask my kids. I have did many acts I should not have done. Some were not mistakes. I just did them because I guess I thought they were right for me. But I have never in my life committed a act solely for the purpose of destroying something or someone. Are you a teenager? Are you an older person, maybe someone I know.What seems a little odd to me is this happened a few months ago. A wonderful couple lost their computer. Yesterday it happened again. her daughters computer was destroyed. It's a act of vandalism as surely as if you took a hammer and went into their home and smashed it up. Many people recevied the emails so there may be a lot more that have been destroyed that I do not know about.

Are you familiar with the word Karma?According to the dictionary "Karma is fate as the result of ones actions." That means fate is going to come back and bite you in the butt. And I totally believe that one. it says in the Bible,"You reap what you sow,, you don't always reap it in the season you sow it, and you reap more than you sow." So watch out, this will come back to you.

I have willingly wrote on this Blog that I am a little crazy, always have been. I don't like Doctors, medicine, believe the Golden Rule is more important than any thing going. You know that old "Do unto others," rule. I was really upset about this though. I felt so bad that others were messed with in my name. Whoever you are out there, "Shame on you." But then I quiet down and think, "This is really sad." And it is, doing acts like these is so sad if that's the only life you have. As far as your mind can go. In other words ,"Get a life." A real life where you consider the feelings of others. Maybe you don't quite comprehend that idea. So if your mind is so simple that it can't even grasp that. It is so sad and desperate.

As I wrote when I started out a few minutes ago, you may never read this. A very good chance you won't. But these words have been released or will be shortly into the world of cyber space. They are hanging out there and I believe they will catch up with you. So if you are young and going to hang out with friends tonight. Or a older person that I strongly think you are. Snuggle down in your big soft chair and hopefully feel really good about yourself. Because if you wanted to play the role of a jerk, you certainly have pulled it off. Good job. But do something for me will you? surely you owe me one favor. Ask yourself "Do you think your mother is proud of you? Do you really?"