it is Sunday morning and 8:15. I have been up for hours but just haven't written on my Blog yet. I am having one of my days, you know the kind of days where you can't seem to get your stuff together. But I am valiantly trying, okay?
Last night we went to a BBQ at Mike and Rea's. They are moving away for awhile to be closer to a Hospital for Mikayla. I am sad about this but know they need to do what is best for Mikayla.. I worry as I hugged the kids before I left I might not see them again. But I came home renewed that life and its forces that some time seem to work against me will not prevail. I am determined to live to be a hundred. So let them go. I'll be waiting when they come back.
The weekend has been sort of a bummer so far. Going to a good-bye party. Dealing with people that you know your breathing is irritating them. Sorry I'm not stopping to make you happy. I have to remind myself sometimes there are people that are jerks. That may be unkind but that is the way it is. I have come to believe that it is not painful for these people to be jerks. It seems to be what keeps them going. My silent prayer is, "Please God don't ever let be become someone who is happy when they are berating or insulting another person." I am sure not a perfect person. My past strewn with acts that I have longed regretted. But I do not believe I have ever been guilty of speaking vicious and with malice to another person. Kindness takes so little effort.
Well just back a couple of days and already into the rambling. So sorry. I will try to do better tomorrow and get my pictures changed. I will work on being in a better mood. But for now, you know the drill. I'm outta here.
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